Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Blood is thicker than water

I am willing to give up years of my life to extend the life of my parents, grandparents, and all my loved ones. I don't mind if I can do that. And I really hope its possible! Some nights before I sleep, I'll pray to God to take some years of my life and give it to the people I love. Say I'm selfish but I'd really rather let them watch me die than me having to suffer the pain of watching them leave me forever and ever. I don't want that to happen! I don't wana experience death of any of the people I love. I'd rather give them years of my life, really.

And sometimes I'll wonder how many years of my life am I willing to give away? I don't really know the answer too. But maybe before I get married? I don't want my husband to be alone or my kids to be without a mother. I know I'm kinda thinking too much but I'm really afraid to experience death of the people ard me.

If I can really give years of my life to people I love, I only have 1 wish: die in my sleep.


Sent from my BlackBerry Wireless Handheld from M1.

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