Saturday, March 5, 2011

These days, I've been waking up feeling sad, going to bed feeling sad, and spending almost my whole day feeling sad. Esp when I'm alone. I'll think, think through the happy and sad times. The happy times that don't exist anymore, to be exact. I've got totally no idea what's with me and this whole I am sad thing. I hate it. But I can't control my thoughts and emotions. I've been sooo sensitive. I've been telling Marcus things like "you don't love me the same anymore, you don't dote on me the same anymore, you like don't care about me anymore". LIKE WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME! Then the smallest thing will be enough to make me cry. Ahh I hate this. I can't seem to surround myself with positive energy.

Things is so bad for me. I should be happy. Everyone deserves to be happy right? But why does it seem like I don't, at all. Things never seem to go right for me always.

Need a hug.....


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