I want somebody to sleep with me, and just sleep. Someone to cuddle up with during a movie, on a couch. Stay up all night talking about nothing. Get lost in the woods together. Challenge me, let me challenge him. Talk about dreams, and make dreams. Have fights, the kind that only really matter just as long as you’re having them. Someone I can wrestle with, you know, play hard sometimes and not worry about breaking a nail or an arm. A guy who will bring me flowers once in a while, maybe a rock too or a shell of some sort. Something he saw that made him think of me, made him think “this might make my girl smile” as he smiles to himself. A guy who wants me, maybe even needs me, just a little, enough to hold onto me with everything he’s got.
Somebody, you are not the same anymore. You will change. But for how long only this time round? Each time i think of you, think of the things you've done to hurt me, my heart really hurts alot. Must things always end up this way, my somebody?
I will be crying myself to bed tonight. No i dont wish to, but i cant help it. I dont want to look like a gold fish at work tmr, but i cant stop myself from crying. That sweet love we shared, will be in my heart forever. I've once loved you so much. You know that.
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